Jumping two feet in 2019

Hmm! I never got the chance to say hi to 2019.

Did not want to...

Maybe it's because I was not expecting to start my year on a stressful note...

Lemme explain.

Last Thursday, I woke up not only thinking that it was waaay early for me to wake up but also thinking that it was Wednesday. - I guess that taking a break from everything really makes you lose track of time.- I had to start my shift at 7 am, which is fine tbh, but when I arrived, the shop was closed because of a mishap from my colleague. So there I was, with a unopen shop and customers coming in because duuh!

I do not think I had prepared myself for such bad luck and I was so hungry, YOU HAVE NO IDEA. I also thought my colleague had died but he was just confused and sleeping... Go figures!

When I was done, with everything, I got home and relaxed and prepared myself to watch my favorite anime at the moment and then a bunch of princesses movies with my little sisters. (THEY HAVE NO IDEA WHAT "THE PRINCESS DIARIES" IS).

Somehow, people showed up at our house, with no calls no nothing just to chat and talk and relaxed and well, there went our evening of junk food and movies. I was so pissed but at the same time I smiled to myself.

I guess 2019 was just creeping slowly on my back... or life... or everything. That's when I decided that I was not going to have resolutions this year. Not that I had any the year before because believe me that year SUCKED, but I was firm and my decision was final. I ask nothing of 2019. I just want to wake up and go about with my day. Wake up and smile and open the curtains and be kissed by the sun.

I am more than certain that this year will be like the others, filled with many fails and wins and tears and laughters and moments that will never leave my mind. Nonetheless, I know that the way I will perceive this coming year will change every little details that happen in my life. 2018 was just me blocking myself from something I was afraid of and 2019 is me trying to stand tall no matter what.

I never got the chance to say hi to 2019...

Did not want to...

But I guess

Here goes nothing...